| Winston hit his limit with taking the charcoal so Eric took over the nurse's job and finished the dose up. |
The learning lesson is that when it comes to kids it only takes seconds for something to happen. Winston was very intentional and deliberate. He knew it was something he was not supposed to touch and waited for the opportunity to get to it. I was distracted for less than a minute and in that time he pulled on a doily/runner on his dresser so that he could reach the bottle of eucalyptus oil. God was gracious to us and our little guy was perfectly okay but it made me realize that we can never be too vigilant or cautious.
The next day Eric and I had an appointment at the office of a maternal fetal health specialist. This was the same doctor's office that took care of all of our growth scans for our boys. We opted to have a first trimester screening for the baby. I also had it done with the boys and it had provided me peace of mind. If we were to have a child with special needs, we wanted to be prepared. Our nearest hospitals do not have NICUs so we would want the baby to be delivered at a hospital farther away with a NICU and pediatric specialists. Our baby which we have affectionately nicknamed Seymour (because we want to see more of him or her) looked absolutely perfect according to the ultrasound tech. The baby was measuring at 13 weeks and 1 day and we got some beautiful profile pics of our little one. I have a had a great deal of anxiety with this pregnancy because of the difficulties we have had so having such good news really lifted a burden. That night I felt great and I was sitting and talking to Eric when all of the sudden I felt a gush. It felt like I had peed in my pants (sorry for the TMI) but I knew that was not the case. I was bleeding very heavily and it was bright red blood. The next several hours were pretty emotional and nerve wracking as we got a hold of my OB and I was told to go back to strict bed rest. Eric and I prayed that night and were prepared to lose the baby. It was like a bad dream; we had just seen the baby a matter of hours earlier and everything seemed to be falling apart. I spent the next 36 hours laying flat in bed and then we went to see my OB. The baby had a heartbeat and while we were so relieved it has continued the emotional roller coaster. The boys' birthday party was just days later and I was stuck in bed. Thankfully there was no more bleeding and our little Seymour hung in there. This baby is definitely showing its stubborn genes it inherited from mama and papa. We did find out that there is a slight separation in my placenta which may have been the source of the bleeding and the initial results of the genetic screening were all negative. God continues to bless us but we would continue to covet your prayers as this pregnancy progresses.
Next up: The boys' birthday party. The next post will be a happy one...I promise.
4 comments:
Oh my. Friend...I wish I could come help you out!!
Continuing to pray for you and Seymour (love it!) and your boys!
HUGS!
Oh Joleen! I am so sorry! What a couple of months you have had!
I hope that things settle down a bit and you are able to keep Seymour cooking a while longer.
Oh Joleen, you can't catch a break can you! How scary about the blood- I had a similar experience with J and everything turned out okay! We are praying for you!!
Sarah Verhoeven
I think if you're going to post like this, you need to start with the ending. My heart was racing through both stories.
Love you cousin! So bless to see that the Lord is protecting you and the entire family! "He's got the whole world in His hand" comes to mind.
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