I will admit that at times (okay, more often than not) that I shy away from the gospel message. "I cannot tell that person that they are a sinner in need of a Savior. They will feel judged and who do I think I am to do so?" Well, I am a fellow sinner that is also married to a sinner and raising little sinners. I know the power of the gospel in my own life. Why then do I hide these glorious truths? I hide because Satan whispers in my ear that I will look foolish, that people will not like me as much if I become a Bible thumper and it is much more comfortable to try to fit in. The reality is that the gospel is foolishness to those whose hearts are closed to it.
I wrote earlier this week about how we had taken part in a child dedication service with Abraham and Winston. With Good Friday being upon us, I am thinking even more about the responsibility that Eric and I have to share the gospel with our sons. We cannot only share it with our words but they need to see it in our lives. It was quite apropos that before Eric left on his current work trip that we got to read about Jesus not only being crucified but about His miraculous resurrection, the resurrection that represents the glory of the gospel. We got to read the Easter story as a family during the Holy Week. I do not want to just share Bible stories with our sons in a way that lets them think of them as fables, little stories that have a nice moral at the end. I do not want to just share pretty pictures but rather I want them to know the power of the gospel.
Last year we went to the Good Friday service with our two newborns in tow. I was beyond exhausted, the kind of tired where you just feel ill and regret venturing out. I remember having a break down later that night when the first little guy woke up for a feeding. I just needed sleep and I was feeling angry and resentful towards my little son. I remember Christ using that squalling baby to strip me of my self-reliance yet once again. I needed Jesus. God used my sons to give me a greater picture of what He had accomplished on the cross. Christ truly sacrificed himself and therefore fulfilled his Father's will. I am only beginning to understand sanctification and self-sacrifice. The gospel is more than pleasant; it is beautiful because Jesus is my Lord.
For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing,
but to us
but to us
who are being saved it is the power of God. 1 Corinthians 1:18
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